I really miss you my old companion.
We used to be best friends. We would see each other at least seven hours a day. Sometimes we would even hang out ten hours a day just for kicks and giggles.
You brought out the best in me. With you by my side I was cheerful and funny. I could conquer the world. I could think straight. I was well organised. If I was having a bad day you would always cheer me up.
Now you don’t visit much. I am struggling without you. Sometimes I get grumpy and mad. I forget things. My brain is in a constant state of tiredness. My home isn’t looking the best.
I still try to make you a priority but things keep getting in the way. Our time together is often interrupted, especially in the middle of the night.
It’s not that I don’t love you anymore it is just that I have a new best friend. I have found someone better. She is rather needy at the moment but I would do anything for her. That means that our relationship comes second.
I’m sorry Sleep. I still think of you all the time and I hope one day we will become close again.